Quite Often

Quite often I feel as though I annoy people. A lot.
More particular I feel as though I annoy my boyfriend.
He said to me last night that he think's we're "stuck". I mean, in our relationship we are both content and happy and I couldn't ask for anyone else other than him.
But because we both have Uni to finish (him more so than me as I can graduate next year) we can't really talk about living together and getting married on moving on with our lives.
Well we do talk about it ALL the time, but thats all it is, is talk.
The other thing that I guess you could say is holding us back from moving forward in our relationship is the
fact that if say for example we did move in together, go flatting together even with a group of people.... His parents and a lot of people from the church would "dissaprove".
I still don't know how that makes me feel....
 But yeah.

I would absolutely love to move in with Endrico, it would mean we'd actually get to relax around each other and just have fun and be ourselves.
it's so hard when there are all these rules that you have to follow in order to keep people happy.
And i makes me sad knowing that we are kind of just floating...that nothing else can really happen yet.

Don't judge a book by the length of it's skirt.

Random title I know, but it will make sense soon... I went out on Saturday Night to our local Bar...club..whatever you want to call it, and I couldn't stop noticing peoples appearances... How they looked, what they wore, if they were skinny, if they looked skanky.
Anyways I then found myself comparing my body and how I looked that night to the body's and looks of other girls.
It really wasn't good.
So there I was making fun of girls in my head, wishing I was skinny enough to wear the things they wore, wishing my hair would stay as straight as theirs.
It wasn't till Monday at a Bible study that made me think about how judgmental I can be.
As soon as I see a girl in a short dress. I automatically assume she's a sleeping around, or does seemingly bad things.
Really thinking about it, aren't we all like that at some point?
So judgmental about people, before we know them as a person. Before we know their story. They could be going through so much hurt and pain and we judge them by the length or a dress, or the fact they are dressed in leather biker gear. People need to stop making assumptions about other people's personalities and lives, not only is not good for our karma and ourselves, but does it really make you feel better "judging" someone because they have pink hair, or because they are a size 22?
No, it doesn't.
Only God can Judge you.
That's one thing I picked up from this bible study, of course I already knew that, but I think I needed another reminder. So, from now on I am going to work on being less judgmental towards people, stop assuming that a person is sleeping around because of the length of her skirt, or that girls crazy because of her dress sense.
Stop judging people before you know them, especially in a club or bar situation, if A girl is dressed in a
short, tight dress, it doesn't automatically make her slutty. Judging a book by the length of it's skirt, making assumptions. Chances are you won't see her again ever. Ever.
I think it will make me feel better, if I stop judging and comparing, but It will be hard, specially the comparing part. But if I can get the judging out of the way, the comparing of myself to others will slowly follow.
Hopefully.

So. Stop judging people before you know them, especially in a club or bar situation, if A girl is dressed in a short, tight dress, it doesn't automatically make her slutty. Judging a book by the length of it's skirt, making assumptions. Chances are you won't see her again ever. Ever. 

Make yourself feel better and make others feel better. Stop reading the front cover and open the book up and get to know someone before you judge them.