365 Day Challenge: Days 97, 98. 99. 100. 101

day 97: something you’ve always wondered
I don't wonder about much...But when I do, it is why people can be so mean.
 
day 98: what would be the hardest and most fearful thing you would ever have to face in your lifetime
Ohh man, this is tough. But I think..... Possibly...being a Mother, will be one of the most hardest things. Because you have so many expectations and what not....hmmm yep

day 99: do you think it’s better to have a few close best friends or to have a lot of acquaintances
I think a few close friends, but with lots of other friends who you can still have a laugh with.
:)

day 100: what is the best thing about being your age
I'm still considered young and can still get away with a bit of stuf :P But I still gotta be ~Mature~

day 101: would you like to travel abroad to learn about new things throughout the world
Yes, it could be fun, an adventure, but i'm too broke so I'll stick to using the internet.

365 Day Challenge: Day 96

day 96: what do you love the most about your grandparents

My Nana's I swear they are both super-nanas.
They are the most lovely, kind hearted, sweetest people ever.
My Nana Pam, on my Mum's side always makes me feel special. Always, she is so so caring and just such a sweetheart.
My Nana on my Dad's side is also a sweetheart and just..alkjh so cute.

Both my Grandad's passed away, but I want to talk a little bit about them.

Grandad Jack
He was my Dad's dad. He was always so funny, always had an opinion and always so caring too. He did a lot for the community, loved his Garden and he was a Beekeeper and made honey. He has a strong marriage with my Nana, 55 years I think they were married before he died...It might have been longer. He was a fighter. And the one thing I will always remember about him is his Smile. It never changed, and it just....constantly will always stay in my mind.

Grandad Murray.
He was my Mum's dad. He was also a fighter. He did so so much for the community too. I always remeber going to his house and sitting on his Knee and telling him all about my life.
I didn't exactly understand what was wrong with him when he first got sick.
He was a wood-turner and he made bowls and papertowel holders and he had a veggie garden and he had such strong hugs.

I know they are both watching down on me form Heaven. guiding me in the right direction always trusting in me, and I'm sure they are both very proud of what I have accomplished in my life so far.

<3

365 Day Challenge: Days 92/93/94/95

day 92: what have you learned just from attending your school:
I learnt a lot attending my school.... I learned not to judge people, that you can not trust everyone, that people will hurt you be it your girlfriends or boyfriends, teachers will tell you that you can't do something but you should show them.

day 93: what about the opposite sex can you not understand
omg. The list is way too long. Hahaahahahaha.

day 94: do you keep your thoughts to yourself
Sometimes I do...Other times I keep them locked away until they fester me too much and I tell my boyfriend. Mostly though, i tell tumbl the internet.

 day 95: describe the weather occurring right now
It's pretty crappy. Rain, wind, coldness....yep

day 91: name a book you read in school that wasn’t entirely awful

I read a lot of books in school that weren't awful!
To name a few...

The Outsiders
Othello
1984
...that's all I can remember.

365 Day Challenge: days 84/85/86/87/88/89/90.

Haven't done this in a while so Will try and catch up! @__@

day 84: do you think crying is a sign of weakness or strength
I honestly don't think crying is a sign of strength. I also don't think it's a sign of weakness, but it's a sign that you have been strong for too long, that you have to have that release. Crying is healthy, it's good for you, it helps you.
But it's something that shows how vulnerable you can be, but also how much something can impact you too.

day 85: if you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be
It would be that SELF HARM IS NOT THE ANSWER to your problems. It would be that ALCOHOL AND DRUGS IS NOT THE ANSWER TO YOUR PROBLEMS.
There is so much more to life than these things, you just have to find it!

day 86: what is the difference between living and existing
Living is waking up every morning and..wanting to make a difference or just simply being thankful for everything in life and enjoying the moment!
Existing is I guess to just...be boring.

day 87: what are your views upon sex before marriage
I have always known in my heart that I wanted to save myself for marriage, when all my friends were loosing their virginities at 15/16 I always asked them Why? What..is the point?
I mean, I think it's up to the person to decide, if you know you absolutely love someone, like, fully and uncoditionally..then it's okay, if you can see yourself with them in the future, go for it.
But I personally am waiting till I'm married...it's hard..very tough...But I'm going to do it. To prove to myself that a relationship isn't all about sex. So yep. I think it's a great idea, and that everyone should do it. There'd be less teen pregnancies too.

day 88: does money equal happiness
I don't think it SHOULD equal happiness, but in reality it does. We need money to get pretty much everything. and it's sad coz a lot of people don't have anything but they still find happiness without wealth. So why can't we?

day 89: are you self aware
I don't know. I guess I am self aware?

day 90: write a letter to one of your close friends

Dear Cazza.
I know I haven't seen you in ages and we don't talk as much anymore, but remember you are one of my best friends. And you have helped me through so much and for that I am grateful.
Keep smiling and one day your prince will come!
Love ya short stuff :P
Mik xxx

Days 79/80/81

day 79: why do you feel as though people judge others
I think people judge others because of lots of things...But mainly because of insecurties of themselves.
Im trying to get into the habit of not judging someone. Not just assuming the worst. Because I believe only God can judge you. No one else can.

day 80: one of your favorite childhood memories
Oh man.....Hmm...One of them will have to be playing with my sister at the farm..I had so much fun.
We'd go on adventures, pretend we were doctors and then we'd pretend we were mums and dads...Good times lmao

day 81: what is your biggest fear
I think it is now cockroaches....But actually bugs in general....Also, loosing my loved ones.

365 Day Challenge: Day 76/77/78

day 76: how do you feel about going green
I'm not too fussed..I mean..I wanna help the enviornment..but it's hard. lol

day 77: what gives you every day inspiration
Lots of things. God and Jesus Christ. Waking up in the morning knowing I'm alive and that I have a life to live and people who love me. That is what gets me out of bed.

day 78: would you rather people be honest with you, even if it’s something not good, or lie to you to make you feel good
Straight up. I would perfer honesty.

365 Day Challenge: Day 70.

day 70: a celebrity you don’t necessarily enjoy, and why


Ohhh....there are a lot of celebrities I don't enjoy...Quite a few spring to mind.
One of them is Nicki Minaj.
I don't even know if I spelled that right, but Oh well....There is something about just..Her I don't like.
She looks so plastic and fake and so barbie like.
I just can not handle her.
Not to mention her music isn't my cup of tea...But yes.....I'm not sure how she even came to be a celeb...but oh wellll...I hope she fades away and people forget about her. coz I certainly wish too.

#endrant.

365 Day Challenge: Day 67/68/69

day 67: how you found out about tumblr, and why you made one
I forgot I found this off of tumblr, which is why it has tumblr-esqe questions.
I believe..one of my friends had tumblr, and i was curious as to what it was..So i checked it out and it sounded cool so I made one, and it became like my thougts and words I couldn't say, untill everyone got one.

day 68: the best concert you have been to
Hands down it will have had to be Paramore when they visited New Zealand for the second time. It was just like...akdjcakl. Blew my mind. Because..They were all just, right there. I heard all my fave songs. Live. And i got to see them..and it was just great. and wow...All the memories right now. <3

day 69: powerful song lyrics you love


Somehow everything's gonna fall right into placeIf we only had a way to make it all fall faster every dayIf only time flew like a doveWell God, make it fly faster than I'm falling in love

These lyrics are from Paramores Hallelujah.
It took me ages to find a song, because I feel a lot of songs have got powerful song lyrics, or just lyrics that I really love.
This particular verse I like, because it's saying Somehow, no matter what goes wrong, or goes right, everything will fall right into place. And we want to rush it, but we shouldn't we should just let it come natually. 

365 Day Challenge: Day 65/66

day 65: one random fact about yourself


Oh maan,I suck at facts! Hmmm, okays.....My Second toe is slightly longer than my big toe. lmao. GROSSSS RIGHT!

day 66: if you could switch lives with someone for a day, who would it be

I'd quite like to switch lives with some one like Taylor Swift, coz I think she has  an awesome life! Orrr for a laugh, Kim Kardashian. Just for giggles, to see how ~intense~ her life is!

365 Day Challenge: Day 60/61/62/63/64

Day 60:  a youtube video you absolutely love and describe why
Okay well I don't really have one...So Ima skip this one. aha..

day 61: one of your most prized possessions
Ohhhh this is touugh...........I think...I'll have to say, the box under my bed which is full of photos and other trinkets and stuff from over my life.. It has so many memories that box...

day 62: describe your best friend completely
I have 3 best friends.
So here we go.
Best friend 1. She is short but very loud, funny and straight up, she's adorable basically. and Shares way too much info. But thats okay, she is crazy but also sensible most of the time. And very strong minded.

Best friend 2. She is beautiful. She has short hair which I swear changes everytime I see her! She has a great sense of style and can be a girly girl but also loves gaming. She makes me laugh, and I can be ME around her. We share some funny moments, which explains why we're best friends.! She's perfect!

Best friend 3. He completes me. He makes me smile, when I don't want to. He understands me and knows me better than anyone. I don't have to pretend to be around him. He's tall with dark curlyish hair, and green eyes that has a freckle in the left eye.(i think). He has strong arms and a good, kind heart.

day 63: your views upon gay marriage
I am at a mixed point with this..I mean......I think, they should be happy with what they have right now. They should be thankful what they are can do now. Because it could be a lot worse for the gay community.

day 64: your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before, what do you do
Oh my gosh. I'd be distraught. I would break the eff down.
Do they die? What happens? I....actually...couldn't handle that.
Honestly.

365 Day Challenge: Day 58

day 58: places you want to visit, and why

England: Because of the landmarks
France: Because of the landmarks.
South Africa: With Endrico, because I want to meet his family :)
Greece: Because yolo.

365 Day Challenge: Day 57

day 57: what is your definition of happiness


It's laughing so hard that you can't breath. like really laughing.
And it's not feeling guilty for eating bad food.
And happiness is when you go to sleep knowing that people love and care for you.

365 Day Challenge: Days 56

day 56: something you did as a child that other people remember you for

I guess, something would have to be my singing.
I remember, I sung at Kids for Kids when I was about..10? I got to sing with a ~famous~ New Zealand singer, and about a week later, I was in a clothes store, Postie Plus (lol) And this woman said she remembered me from the concert and how she loved my voice.
:)

365 Day Challenge: Day 55

day 55: a passage from a book that has touched you


My Sisters Keeper: By Jodi Picoult, is a book that i absolutely loved! It touched me in more ways then one, So instead of a passage, here a few quotes that I really loved from the book.

“I'm lonely. Why do you think I had to learn to act so independent? I also get mad too quickly, and I hog the covers, and my second toe is longer than my big one. My hair has it's own zip code. Plus, I get certifiably crazy when I've got PMS. You don't love someone because they're perfect. You love them in spite of the fact that they're not.”

“true love is felonious… You take someone’s breath away… You rob them of the ability to utter a single word… You steal a heart.”

“There are always sides. There is always a winner and a loser. For every person who gets, there's someone who must give. ” 

"I have only known her for two years. But if you took every memory, every moment, if you stretched them end to end-they'd reach forever.”

“Life sometimes gets so bogged down in the details, you forget you are living it. There is always another appointment to be met, another bill to pay, another symptom presenting, another uneventful day to be notched onto the wooden wall. We have synchronized our watches, studied our calendars, existed in minutes, and completely forgotten to step back and see what we've accomplished.”

“It is a remarkable question- Do all the wonderful things happen when we are not aware of them?”

And yep, so yeah! read the book, soo much better than the movie!

x

365 Day Challenge: Day 54.

day 54: your definition of love
Hmm, alrighty.
My definition of love is when you will do anything for that person, you can bend over backwards for them. But not only that, they make you feel safe,with their arms wrapped around them, you just feel safe.
Love to me, is when they joke around and you pull away, but they pull you back.
Or when you wake up with morning breath and they'll still kiss you.
It's letting them know the deepest secrets, the feelings you never say, and they don't judge you.
It's hearing their voice in the mornings on the other end of the phone, even though they woke you up.
Love to me is, when they put up with all the crazy, strange things you do, or say. It's when they make you feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside and the outside. Just by kissing you. Or holding you.
It's when they take your hand in theirs and squeeze it as you fall asleep.
Love to me is knowing you're ultimately happy, when you're with this one person. when you can get lost in their eyes and you know them like the back of your hand, when you can just be you. You don't have think, you can be natural. Not caring about what you look like when you wake up in the morning because they'll still love you, no matter what.  That is love.

<3 E.B

365 Day Challenge: Day 53

day 53: your day, in great detail
Well started by getting a wakeup phone call from my lovely Boyfriend. Next I had a shower, got dressed all that jazz.
Then I attempted to print out my final assignment but it was failing! So, I used my flatmates. Next I had breakfast, Peanut butter toast! Then brushed my teeth and headed to uni!
I then sat in my final lecture of the semester and listened to presentations about various topics on design. Then I walked home, had some food and got ready to go to the GYM!
At the gym I was there for about an hour and 10 minutes, and felt I went really hard! even did some running on the treadmill.
Then I came home and had a shower.
Watched some pokemon and now I am cooking a roast for dinner and roast potatoes.
Later who knows, I'll probably watch some more pokemon and have an early night coz im working tomorrow.

365 Day Challenge: Day 52

day 52: what is the most inspirational thing you’ve ever heard
 I'm not really sure.... i think it was something I heard in Church one day..

365 Day Challenge: Day 51

day 51: describe your future wedding


OMG! This question heheh.
Okay, so..My future wedding hmmm. I really want to get married either outside in a nice garden, or inside in a Church, but like a nice one or a really pretty old one...Yup.
I don't want a bazillion people, i want family and friends, people who I know would be happy for me (coz you know, you can get people who say "They're so happy for you" but actually be really rude about it later..)
I want my Dad to walk me down the isle, and I want there to be one of those photobooth type things....
Oh and chocolate cake, but also a cupcake tower thingy...
I seriously love weddings..I secretly follow a bazillion wedding blogs on tumblr, but i don't reblog them coz..yeah.

And I think I want Paramore The Only Exception to play..anddddd A Day To Remember You had me at hello, and and yeah.
Oh and I want the 1 Corinthians 13:7 to be read, and some more that i can't remember right now.
And yup.
:P

365 Day Challenge: Day 50

day 50: why you are doing this challenge


I'm doing this Challenge because I am a huge procrastinator and this helps me, and yeah...Coz I'm bored and coz it's interesting :)